(DIE) (DIE) what a feeling never knew what i could believe in (whatchu, watchu want, watchu, watchu, watchu want) my heads fuzzed out my heart beating up uneven (DIE) you never ask me but i'm stuck here barely breathing kinda felt lost yeah thats still the same old feeling (DIE) and i cut myself off trying to keep my head from spilling every thought just too damn loud every silence too fucking vivid i've been pacing in my mind whole world just got off limit trying to outrun all the noise, but thats still, innit still in it still innit still, in it head full on but i got no minute heart knocked off the same old rythm but it don't stop just keep on listening feel the same old thought, it don't keep slipping trying to breathe on, oxygen feel distant got my words stuck, feel no sentence held all the noice felt no difference what a feeling (woo) never knew what i could believe in (whatchu, watchu want, watchu, watchu, watchu want) my hands feel numb but i move like i am even, even, even, even (life is shit, then you die) (die) and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like and it always goes like (die) (die) (life is shit, then you die) (die) (die)
(got so upset) (hands in my sleeves) (got so upset) (hands in my sleeves) i felt the air you left (got so upset) held my breath till the end stood in that door too long said your name in my head said it out then too late bit my tongue, sealed that fate heart kicking, way off beat took it in, held that touch would it be all too much? hands still shake, just enough i don't chase to stay let it hurt this way baby if you don't go, i'll swear i'll wait on the edge, too long, maybe say it once, no fight, no lie break me once, not twice, alright said your name under my breath every word feels like regret, yeah lights stay on too late my heart still won't behave i'm right here, i'll stay till it breaks or bends don't ever pull back or pretend if it us, say say, say when? (wooh) i felt the air you left (wooh) held my breath till the end (wooh) stood in that door too long said your name in my head i felt the air you left (come on, come on, come on, come on) held my breath till the end stood in that door too long said your name in my head i felt the air you left (wooh) held my breath till the end stood in that door too long said your name in my head
(wasn't honest) (was just a promise) (just like a comet) HEAD OVER TOES i don't gotta see you to believe it, wasn't honest read between the lines all your love, was just a promise still i lit the fire let it burn out just like a comet (you left me in the dark) (now your shadows who i talk with) feel the comatose (yeah) trying to ghost myself just to feel a little less haunted told my own brain shut up but it just kept on talking looping all the static in my head now the signal came out rotten and i hope you get above it HEAD OVER TOES a voice i don't recognize when i breathe out skin feels like a stranger i can't feel proud waiting for the shape to make sense for me just for me while i'm, while i'm, yeah floating through my static held my voice up for too long said you'd always feel for me you're knocked up 'hind the door caught between the memory and shit i made up tried to drown it out but you stay in my blood now fake sleep on fake peace watched all the ghosts still feast on fake screams the dream loops you play scenes, holding (play scenes) think you'd never outdo me but now you'll never know to replace me i fell so deep but you know it doesn't really change i don't want to feel, lost you don't change you don't change i don't feel it i don't feel it you don't change (head over toes) you don't change i don't feel it (head over toes) i don't feel it you don't change (head over toes) you don't change head over toes i don't gotta see you to believe it, wasn't honest read between the lines all your love, was just a promise still i lit the fire let it burn out just like a comet you left me in the dark now your shadows who i talk with HEAD OVER TOES i don't gotta see you to believe it, wasn't honest read between the lines all your love, was just a promise still i lit the fire let it burn out just like a comet
shadows trace the walls where we used to stay now conversations fading day by day tried to hold the pieces but they are gone now still, feeling cuts the same i don't wanna see you crying at night it doesn't really matter how hard i try all alone this been turning low when it feels like it could've been principle i'll never see you again i'll never see you again leaving echoes of what we never were okay okay okay, okay okay never ran from it but hated the contact so i gave it up i made a promise kept holding my head low while you took the spotlight oh, i could never feel right but that was over me over me you don't want to follow me, fall on me you just want to make believe, make believe seeing what made me hurt but all the things that were haunting me taunting me become what you wanted me controlling me i know it's easier you loved the lie but never the real me oh i'll never understand why you say you care but you only chose to hold my hand when i wasn't there all the moments we painted started to fade into grey it wasn't your doubt i don't wanna see you crying at night it doesn't really matter how hard i try (honestly) all alone this been turning low when it feels like it could've been principle (honestly) i'll never see you again i'll never see you again (honestly) but are we still friends (honestly) i don't wanna see you crying at night it doesn't really matter how hard i try (honestly) all alone this been turning low when it feels like it could've been principle (honestly) i'll never see you again i'll never see you again
I've been staring at the ceiling for like seven hours Don't know where to go, but it's just following me Left you a dozen unread texts, like little flowers Hope you catch some time to call me up, again, aga- I see myself stuck in the same routine now The same old feeling Of nothing real They tell me it's nothing to be afraid of Or hold my breath on, till I choke My hand begins to shake, slipped off of the walls I don't believe this isn't what I'd call, love I stopped the world and waited for relief I laid it down and hoped to disappear CONTROL HALT N DELETE I don't want you to feel worth, now, how do you feel? CONTROL HALT N DELETE CONTROL HALT N DELETE I don't want you to feel worth, now, how do you feel? control halt n delete Ain't felt real in a minute now Mirror don't show who I am Somehow, I know Kept trying to set my record straight But I know you just can't relate Without me now Is this what I wanted? Or, what I needed? All I wanted was to be someone you could get used to (I saw you on the news, set it up) All I wanted was to feel someone who could get used to (And nothing will ever tear us down) All I needed was to feel like someone, I am not used to (And I don't think I should be embarrassed) And maybe I'm not supposed to get used to, used to my own n- My hand begins to shake, slipped off of the walls I don't believe this isn't what I'd call, love I stopped the world and waited for relief I laid it down and hoped to disappear CONTROL HALT N DELETE I don't want you to feel worth, now, how do you feel? CONTROL HALT N DELETE CONTROL HALT N DELETE I don't want you to feel worth, now, how do you feel? CONTROL HALT N DELETE CONTROL HALT N DELETE I don't want you to feel worth, now, how do you feel? CONTROL HALT N DELETE HOW DO YOU FEEL?
you do not know what made you hope you get well i said to reach out for the stars i'll beg to you just you you do not know what breaks you hope you find peace i'll pray through hands out in the dark and i'll crawl to you just you find me on the weekends i've been down on secrets i've been downing these ends hope you find something that's decent hear me in the silence caught up on defiance all my thoughts are giants still, i fall back into reliance you do not know what saves you hope the night sky will grace you burning the past, i'll fade into just you running through the late night mind gone stage light words can cut like a snakebite ride it till the breaklights heart beat double time clock can't tell what i'll rhyme eyes wide tunnel lines blast off redefine yeah, i'm locked in rocket hold it never stopping bassline knocking speakers up and popping move with the venom i'm set in when i get em i'm shredding the rhythm no chains up no system snap back kick drum hittin you like a fist fight flashbang in vision in the middle of the midnight fast lane driving and i'm spilling out the given static in my chest every breath feels different caught between the bassline lost it in the friction ghosts in the crowd but they fade out with conviction lights cut sharp and the floor starts bending echoes up in the smoke light up the sound ascending hands reach out where the nights unending fall into the dark no signs just sending hope the night sky will grace you burning out the past, yeah i swear to god i'll fade into just you
(don't change a thing about me) (don't change a thing about me) yeah, i blurred the lines in old photos cut the past down, soft and slow now held my breath through every sunday your silence, louder than you know i didn't ask to be a question i didn't ask to be explained just wanted love without conditions and i learned to take the blame only you know how much i tried to get better on my own (don't change a thing) it doesn't change (about me) it doesn't change, now you know that i needed this more than anyone else it doesn't change (don't change a thing) it doesn't change, now (about me) (don't change a thing) I TRACED YOUR VOICE INTO MY MIRROR TRIED TO FIX IT UP WITH A NAME (don't change a thing) (you always stuck up for me) and then it took me too long didn't know how to write out this song didn't think we'd get all along kept erasing every line like the truth was doing time in the margins of my mind i was scared if i said it out clean you'd hear what i really mean and see the cracks in everything i built but i still feel you when it's late i was waiting for a sign, or a better state of mind, yuh only you know how much i tried to get better on my own (don't change a thing) it doesn't change (about me) it doesn't change, now you know that i needed this more than anyone else it doesn't change (don't change a thing) it doesn't change, now (about me) (how much i tried) (to get better on my own) i learnt how to disappear, polite (you know that i needed this more than anyone else) smile it off, say, yeah i'm fine i loved you, in such a quiet way (don't change a thing) the kind that doesn't make demands (about me) just hoping that you'd see me stand without, asking me to land, yeah (don't change a thing) only you know, how hard it was (about me) to stay when i could've run, run only you know how much i tried to get better on my own (don't change a thing) it doesn't change (about me) it doesn't change, now only you know how much i tried to get better on my own (don't change a thing) it doesn't change
boots on wet pavement neon halo cracked i've been hauling night like a suitcase got maps with no names last stop, written in cigarette burn i chose to speak in short breath and sharp looks kept my pockets, full of all that silence you can hear me coming long before i'm close a rumor wrapped in leather never really asked for a refugee tho only a place to hold my memories for the road so if you're listening don't mistake my leaving out for home so you're a long way from home running about what you say? you got them scars danger marks and affinity for pain is the shit you like keep your distance yeah keep your distance please keep your distance yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah baby, it's cold out baby, it's cold out so where's your anger? so where's your voice? you could amount to something special if you want to but you're a nameless fucking nomad well that's fine i guess oh my god, that's so embarrassing why are you so obsessed? every word you say every time you speak stuttering that phrase it's okay! all the same no, i've been getting wise to your tricks sputtering that shit think you've got me wrapped around your wrist suddenly, that's it yeah you loved the mystery never asked what it cost just traced the damage, called it art and then got lost said you saw me, only parts of me that begged stitched your own meaning, in everything i ever said but don't blame the silence, you were never tuned to hear filled your gaps with stories made a gospel out of fear you liked the way that i fractured you called it, "the breaking art" only loved the pieces, never wanted all my heart said i was drifter, like i chose to be erased built my home in running, then i found my self in space so take your myths, take your labels take whatever shit you've made of me i am not your canvas i am your tragedy!
no we don't hate, you we're sure you are fine why are you hurting oh, how intertwined maybe we'll call you when you find the time keep all your questions far from our minds we fold up your letters leave them unread pretend not to notice the words that you said a smile at the table a silence instead you ask for a lifeline but we give you regret and i'm still here breathing (breathe) though, you turn away used to live in shadows you painted with shame you call it confusion i call it my name you don't have to see me but i'll stay the same we fold up your letters leave them unread pretend not to notice the words that you said you ask for a moment we look at the floor (ha) say maybe tomorrow but never much more our comfort is silence (silence) our answer is doubt (doubt) you speak and we answer (answer) by shutting it out, oh, oh the photos you keep (keep) don't look like much of me (hah) a ghost in the frame (frame) where i used to be (be) you tell to me to pray (pray) to swallow it whole (whole) but faith doesn't fix (fix) a whole fractured soul we fold up your letters leave them unread pretend not to notice the words that you said we are your family we stay till the end but build your own circles or learn to pretend cus we, can forget you as easy as friends (hah) (be) (hah) (be) (hah) (be) (whole)